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I feel like my canon event is always at the end of the year. New classes equals new people. The cycle is that you meet new people and then they realise that your boring and isnt as fun to talk to so then they ignore you or doesnt make an effort of interaction with me. I dont whats wrong with me anymore. I wish I have those big friend groups who always cares for each other. Its been like that for 2 years. Its gotten so bad that I have an imaginary friend group in my head now. Its so lonely now. Im not even motivated to do anything now. The only person i could talk to now is my situationship but they always make excuses to not talk with me. Its so exhausting seeing people bonding on my socials. Its also so tiring of scrolling and stuff. I dont know