Ruining friendship

Characters: Bee- crush ko Achi- my friend Hi, this is my first time posting here. It's been rough lately with the first weeks of school. I'm actually a bisexual (a girl), and I've always liked girls ever since nakatungtong ako ng highschool. I never thought na magkakaroon pa ako ng interest sa lalake, even my friends can't imagine na mangyare ‘yon. So when this happened, I was really indenial. He's a guy from our class(11th grade), hindi talaga kami close nung una. Hindi rin kami nag-uusap noon. Nung first weeks ko kasi very awkward pa ako sa mga boys sa room kasi I could never reach their energy, grabe kasi sila kahit 2nd day palang namin magkakasama. It really made me uncomfortable na makipag usap sa kanila, lalo na sanay ako na mostly lalake ang kaibigan noong junior years ko. One day, kaka akyat lang namin ng new friends ko na mga babae from canteen papuntang room, I noticed na nawawala yung fan ko from my table, yung pamaypay talaga ha. I asked kung sinong kumuha, then one of the guys told me na kinuha ng kaklase namin na nasa labas that time. So sinilip ko from the other side of the room, dulo kasi ako sa unahan, malayo ako sa doors.