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Okay so this thought recently came across my mind and im considering it. So i have a really low self esteem, anxiety, lonely and very much issues and people make me nauseous. So is a camera better? Because I was also considering making some 18+ content but maybe tiktok would be better but i have insecurities so im really scared of what people will say (even though i dont care). And I also dont wanna let the people i know, find out about my digital life. Does anyone have recommendations or tips for me? Any piece of advice would help