Lazy

I'm in a boarding school and every sunday i have to pack my entire life into one bag and leave my home and i don't want to that, so i procrastinate it as much as possible. My dad walks into my room and takes one look at me and goed "you useless peice of shit your lazy ass can't even pack and do they're only necessary chore" he stormed out and i was in shock and when i stood up i realized i was crying. Now those 2 specific words are choking me. LAZY. USELESS.