Can someone convince me to break up with my bf.

I am turning 18 this month, he is five years older than me. He never did anything malicious to me but as my brain developed I realized how wrong this relationship is. Not to mention...I'm not really sure he has a job. I don't think I want someone like that in the future. I broke up with him before because of our age gap but went back to him because I really do love him and I like how he treats me. That or maybe I was just afraid to be alone. I don't have any other close friends. Maybe I got driven by my emotions. Maybe I'm just really scared to be alone. Sometimes I wish he would fall out of love, or realize that he's not right for me so he'd be the one to initiate the break up. Or maybe I wish he was wiser and realize that dating a minor isn't good. Please let me know your thoughts.