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I mostly live in fantasies in my head because I'm too socially inept to interact properly and be deemed a normal person because I don't understand social norms and mental health and I don't understand why somehow some things people are just aware about that I'm not aware of and when I unknowingly do something deemed as socially incorrect or not mentally good for my well being and others' well being i have no idea what im doing wrong so in result I don't have friends and resort to imaginations I have problems that i know of but won't fix myself because i want to romanticize being a troubled teenager growing up because I don't have much going on in my life so I resort to living in my head, i say knowing full well I'll be dying of loneliness once i reach a certain point in life where I'm no longer young tragic and beautiful Isn't this so destructive? who cares anyway i know you dont, I'm much happier with my deluded fantasies