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So I have this one best friend, let's call her J, I love j to the point I obsess with her and she called it unhealthy, but she didn't break the friendship, still stayed with me. And now she has a bf, I talked to that bf, let's call him M. M said 'sorry I just can't control my feelings' but the fact I controlled mine. I haven't told her I genuinely like her, she thinks it's just my obsession problem, which, well, is true but it's complicated to say. She's my only friend that actually wants to talk to me, that's why I like her so much. And I don't even think she likes her new bf that much, because I know J, and she's too casual with the bf. And they're dating online apparently, and M only knew J for a month or two. Like boy, stop it.