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My school year before college just started. And like anyone, I was still laid back. Playing video games instead of reading my book, tossing the leasons like a piece of cake, and honestly just not giving a fuck to anything related to school. I knew this mindset will catch me sooner or later and it did—today. During a physics quiz which I just lightly read and I assumed that everything will be easy. I was in fact wrong, I failed the quiz. This was expected, and honestly I dont think i even have the right to cry about it. I bought this upon myself. So I wanna change, I sound like a cartoon teenager but this journey will be mine to steer alone. I can't deal with the humiliation and as they said, if you are bothered of something, you only have 2 choices— either change or let it kill you. I won't let the latter happen. Thus, everytime I fail something, I will write it here. A reminder that I still have something to change.