I have oc's based on me but it gets weirder...

Idk if this is normal, I'm willing to bed it's not, on reddit people were telling me must have DID but i doubt it, i must just be lunatic. So here's the thing, i have ""oc""s that are essentially me in a different font. Two are how i wish i was, pretty, popular, extroverted, strong. The first one i created was inspired by manic episodes I'd have thanks to coming off my antidepressant on accident sometimes, she's just me but tweaked out an inserted in an anime i really like. I'd become numb to anything but rage and euphoria, now I'm on new meds and none of that happens, but i still like to act like that said OC, it's like putting on a mask to put on a show that everyone falls for, but that might be explained by the fact I'm literally diagnosed with autism so maybe that really is masking....idk man, i think having a messy life fucked me up in the head, i never told anyone this.