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I get this feeling, every day I feel like I'm in a dream, I know I'm in a dream but I can't do anything about it, feels like a gaping hole I can never fill, hell, what ever I try to do nothing can ever make me truly happy, as if there was something I need, I tried almost everything, extracurriculars, dating, eating, activities, hunting small animals, nothing is ever enough... I hate how time moves so fast, I wish everything slowed down for a second, so that I can atleast admire what I do, because before I know it I've already done it, its like my brain turned off.. Therapy doesn't work, I fucking hate my life