Im getting bullied

I have a break from school im going to junior high School but i still carried my past at elementary school i get bullied for having a friend that's a boy im trying to forget, how to forget? (Oh ya im scared to tell anyone ) If i tell teacher in scared they will say im a snitch and my teacher also like to tease me If i tell my mom it Becomes a lecture why do i still friends with him. Im tired of telling