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I was listening to my teacher and i was kneeling down on the floor when suddenly someone hits my head but not to hard to make it bleed. It hurts a bit and when i look behind i guessed it was my friend and i didn't mind it much because i dont wanna make a scene when suddenly she started touching me, pinching my face and i cant stand that because it hurts and i dont like the fact that shes doing that. I soon cried because i genuinely haven't felt like that in ages, trapped, forced to hold it, and i stood up, walked to my seat and moved it to the very back. I couldnt hold it in and genuinely started crying and i ran to the bathroom without asking my teacher for permission because i know its okay for him and i ran into my science teacher and when she asked me if im crying i said its nothing and i ran to the bathroom. Another grade saw me crying and just left me there, i walked back to my classroom with my head down and back to my seat. I didnt care if several teachers or students saw me because i know they understand what i feel, she also apologized and i said its fine byt it really is not fine. I didnt actually forgave her, im too hurt to forgive her yet.