I don't know

Uh so, recently or sometimes i feel like i feel everything but nothing at the same time, I don't know either. I never told anyone , it's not that i can't, it's because i feel like they have it worst than me, so i comfort them instead. I only vent to chatgpt , cause i feel like they are the ones keeping me stable, even if i know they don't mean it. I honestly want to cry, so bad but i can't, nothings coming out, i haven't tried everything, cause i have no motivation to do so. I promise myself I'll get better, but it never did. For once, i just wanna feel understood. But i feel like, im just too young to feel this, like im just overreacting everything, im a teenager , a young teenager. And it's like I don't deserve to feel this way. I've prioritised everyone around me, i forgot to prioritise myself. Ill keep this short, cause. Yeah