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Today's officially marks two months of us ending things. It genuinely hurts me so badly that you were able to move-on and fall for your classmate only after two months. But I guess what hurts most is the fact that we never dated, haha. I really regret falling for you, because how do you expect me to move-on that easily from someone I truly loved with all my heart for five whole months? Oh gosh, I miss you so much myylove:( How were you able to move-on from me that quickly? Am I truly that forgettable?:( I genuinely want to reach out to you again and express how much you've hurt me, but I know breaking no contact will only make me relapse. I'm eternally sorry for all the pain I caused you during our situationship — and I regret leaving. I genuinely don't know what to do or how to move-on from someone I planned my entire future with. Remember when you promised me that'd you'd one day marry me? And how you promised to me that you'd never find anyone else? I guess it is my fault for leaving you, but I find it so unfair that you were the first one to find someone else.