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Okay so I want ya’ll to be honest with me. I like I have a jealous “friend”. It’s a bit shady of me to ask others rather than confront this person but I want ya’ll to hear me out and tell me if thisnoerson is actually jealous of me or i’m just crazy. So the thing is in the past I have a bf and I used to be fat. When we broke up he kept bodyshaming me so I worked on myself a lot. I tried different types of Diets and one of them is OMAD (one meal a day) and I did it for about a week. I’m a Christian and we had to confess our sins, I talked to this friend about the things I will say (only the things I'm comfortable to share with this person). Then she suddenly told me that I should include that I'm dieting because I'm starving myself. MIND YOU, I did it to WORK on MYSELF. She didn’t complain about it in the past, but when I became slimmer it’s suddenly a problem. I also did it because I was having my monthly cycle issues and if you’re a girl you know that lifestyle and diet has a big impact on your reproductive health and it was a big issue for me at that time. The thing is I feel like she’s jealous of me now that I have become slim and she’s trying to make me feel bad about my diet and my self care journey. She also gives me bad advice and it doesn’t align with her principle and my principle at all. One time a friend compliments me about how I look and she smiled but it doesn’tnlook like the genuine kind of smile, but when someone told me I look like I'm sick she was the one who laughed the hardest. She always laughs the hardest when someone makes fun of me too! And the thing is she posts embarrassing stuff about me and laughs out loud but when I do the same thing to her in suddenly a bad person. I low key feel like she’s trying to play it safe with everyone so she would be the favorite and innocent Girl in the group but I low-key feel like there is a hidden animosity. So am I crazy? Or is she shady?