Am I really That Unimportant?

I've always felt like I'm not that important. Like my feelings don't rlly matter that much. Every time I wanna talk abt how I feel, I end up feeling like I'm just bothering ppl. Growing up, whenever I told my mom smth, she'd either laugh it off or somehow make it abt herself. Like one time I told her, "I don't know why I'm always tired. I have no energy." And she was like, "Tired from what? You don't even do anything 😹" LIKE BRO THAT'S WHAT I'M TRYING TO FIGURE OUT??? HUH Or she'd go, "Well, when I was your age, I had it way worse." Okay... but what does that have to do w me rn 😭 Why does every convo end up becoming ur story??? What abt ur kid??? How do u think that makes me feel??? My dad doesn't rlly take me seriously either. And now I can't even open up anymore. I have so much stuff I wanna say. I've literally rehearsed entire conversations in my head before.... But the moment someone asks, "Are u okay?" It's like my throat just closes Nothing comes outtttttt bru It's like there's smth stopping me from talking..... Even when I desperately want to. So I just go, "Nah I'm fine." EVERY SINGLE TIME BRO wwjehekdhrkshrhdjmsdjdj 🥹💔🥀 Ts pmo ain't gonn lie bru