some useless rant from a naive person

recently, i'm feeling mentally drained quite often because of some trivial problem. wanna know what that is? arcade games. yeah. i came across an update of my fav arcade series back then, and after waiting, nada. nothing. just poof, like a ghost. as it turns out, the distributors are gatekeeping the update for an unclear reason, maybe it's because of its controversy. some like it, some hate it. and, with the fact that a new "fresh reboot" one coming up next year (presumably), all hell breaks loose. always haunts me like some sort of PTSD thing, as if i'm a fricking war veteran. i know it's all corporate logistics, it certainly feels like there's an unseen force dictating my life as if i'm a pawn in some 4D chess. it might be trivial, and i know perfectly that it's just a useless rant from a naive person.