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Starting yesterday, all my online exams have gone very badly. Yesterday, my wifi died and I got kicked out of the test server, barely finishing half of the questions. Then, just now, my computer died because of a power-cut. I begged the higher-ups to let me perform this test online because all paper-based test just stress me out horribly. I wasted their time, they probably want to tell me "I told you so". I understand now that I will have to repeat these tests, but what angers me most is that I never EVER EVER wanted to major in this subject. I am just so angry at having to repeat panic-attack inducing tests over something I don't even FUCKING like. I'm so... I can't even quit anymore, my parents spent millions on this bullshit subject. I'm tired and angry. I'm just waiting for the school to explode or catch fire. It's like I'm the only one that's stuck going down a path I never chose and it's not even an easy path.