stressed and frustrated

im honestly so down right now. the economy in Indonesia is just getting worse and worse. I cant afford anything. basically, im omw to being broke, I guess. prices for everything are skyrocketing even coffee at the cafe costs more now. my head is spinning. and ive been trying to find a job, but I keep getting rejected (work remote too). its incredibly tough to find work here, there are strict age limits, and the pay is barely enough to live on. on top of that, with AI art everywhere and available for free, my art commissions have really dried up. it hurts even more because I know my parents are drowning in debt just to keep me in college, and its all for the sake of my education... sigh