Why am I such a bitch?

Idk. I have the most amazing, sweet, loyal, gorgeous boyfriend, he's literally all I want. He is amazing at everything (except his emotions) and I fucking love him so much, but my social battery gets so low all the time and I just don't want to talk to him. Not that he ever did anything wrong, I just hate talking to everyone, sometimes including him. I don't want to hurt his feelings by telling him this, but I feel like he has to know that I don't hate him...