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I legitimately hate my mom. She drinks and when she does she gets mad and I fucking swear she's a ticking time bomb, anything I say and we fight. She also belittles me and calls me stupid. It fucking hurts. I'm her only daughter (only child) and for her to say that, it fucking kills me. She also acts like this to my dad, I wish I could move out already, I'm 18. But I'm not independent enough and I'm still dependent on my parents. I hate my mom and she pisses me off almost every day. I feel so selfish and like a bad person. I just fucking hate my life.