I needed to get this out (PT 1)

Knew a boy (S). Omfg it's from elementary school for fucks sake. Confession: •S kept trying to make me like stuff he did while we were in class, he never did his homework, and he eventually started telling me not to do it either. Of course, my blind ass, always did what he said. •Might seem unbelievable, but our school security was shitty. And if we didn't finish our weekly homework, we would have to sit outside the room to do it. Me, S, and N (Girl), hadn't finished our homework, per usual. My teacher, apparently didn't see me and S smuggle our bags and coats out of the room. N would be watching us as we literally tore up our homework, well I did, S just refused to take a sheet, and sprinted away. She would (heard this from current classmate) then rush into the class and tell the teacher. We went out the side door, WHICH FOR SOME REASON, NONE OF THE DOORS WERE LOCKED FROM THE INSIDE. •He didn't even look at me, he just ran for the direction of his house, leaving me in the dust to deal with myself. I ran up to the front instead of running after him, literally bolting towards the apartments near the school. I hid under the stairs, when I saw the spider, I ran to the top floor and sat on the stairs. This kind old lady, I feel sorry for lying to her, she walked out, asked if I was okay, and she was later asked and said that I told her my parents picked me up around there every day, legit how stupid was I. I did say that btw. Imagine you're a literal child, and you manage to run out of school, that ain't on me. •I could hear cop cars, I was considered "missing" until I walked outside. We had run out 10 minutes before dismissal, I think, or they got dismissed early, idfk, I hadn't taken off my pink coat. My older sister saw me and screamed my name. I knew I was in for an ass whooping, which I definitely did get afterwards. I was crying as I was walking into the school parking lot. Mr B, the music teacher, THE BEST TEACHER, he literally took my hand and- (read pt 2!!)