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i feel really disappointed rn. Honestly, I've always had. My closest friend moved schools last year, now all they talk about is how they made this new friend that acts and looks just like me. When they first talked about them, it really hurt me. I've been through these cases before, compare and contrast between me and another and how they're always the better option. And I was always being abandoned for the person that's just like me. Now, its happening again. I've been trying to hide it from them, that im really uncomfortable with all the comparison. And honestly, i've been trying to sneak it in our conversations that they shouldn't be saying that someone they've recently just gotten close too is exactly identical to me. Anyways, fast forward. It's going to be my closest friend's birthday next week (honestly, i cant tell if we are still close, they've changed a lot ever since meeting that person and well you guessed it, completely forgot about me and I always happen to be the first one to chat), and they invited me. Told me, that my "twin" is there, and their new friend group is there. Funny how it always used to be just us. Im guessing they expect so much from me, that i can instantly connect with these people especially the one they constantly pressure me with. But i guess people change, thats life, and how humans really are. Maybe im just stuck in the past. They said in their invitation that this "twin" of mine said we didnt look alike, and they ended up realizing it too. Still, i just wish they would stop. Stop talking about other people when your with me. It feels like your forgetting who I am as a person, who stuck with you for years. You dont even ask to hangout with me anymore, and in every conversation we have it would always be about mentioning my "twin". I dont know if i should go to the party, any advice?