need to be him

KILLL ME PLEASE aaaghhh stab me withopin needles choke me merge wiTH ME NOWWWW ever get so excited about a person you start shakinv aaahhhhh mememememe why isn't it meeee plsolsolsplspls selfcesting with the person i hate and yearn to be do you get it do i make sense. there's is only one person involved in this rant besides me and it's yet another me, at least they should be. that should be me. that's me. i could be that. i could be insane and awesome. i could be despicable and completely me. shakifnggguhhhh