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I don't know how to say this but lately I feel like my fucking psychotic symptoms are getting worse day by day, currently I have this weird nagging feeling that my grandmother is out to get me, there's this nagging voice in my head (inaudible) that's like fuckin, trying to tell me something or trying to make me get worse and I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should get checked out if I have a more serious psychotic disorder or not, I genuinely feel scared or as if I'm being targeted somehow. God damn ts