Praise is a Luxury

I dont understand....This was supposed to be a passion project. I want to make the film so to better understand...why not make it myself? I wanted this. I didn't carry it all by myself because I didn't have a choice. I did have a choice, I chose to make it all by myself. They just had to carry out the characters. In film making, you got the director, writer, actors, and the editor. I want to understand each one so I took most of the work for myself. It wasn't easy, obviously. But it was fun. I understand how much hard work it takes to create a film. It's supposed to be a learning experience for my future....Why is it so wrong? They never let me speak up. Maybe they are "worried" and maybe you're righr. But to me it felt...abnoxious, ignorant, and close-minded. They didn't asked to watch the film...no no. They said that, because they knew what to say but didn't think what will result of it. Praise is not an option in their book. I felt hollow when they said it to be honest...because it wasn't just a film where I worked most of it. It was sometjing I made with passion and happiness yet it wasn't enough. Like everything else I made.