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So, I was assigned as a leader in our project of making a miniature house, right? We had 3 days to do it so we made a plan and did a few furnitures. I made the blueprint and a few of them helped with the furnitures while some didn't do anything. The next day, I was the only one who ended up doing majority of the work. They, however, did like 20%. Take note that this is a group consisting of 8 people. The next day, I fell asleep for 2 hrs cuz I did not sleep at all that night, and wasn't able to give them any instructions. Instead of thinking and reading on the group chat I made in which I sent the furnitures that hasn't been done yet. THEY FUCKING LEFT. And I ended up doing most of the work again. I worked—restless and without any food in my stomach—for 14 FUCKING HOURS. I ended up going home at 11:30 pm and STILL CONTINUED IT AT OUR HOUSE TILL 3 AM. The next day which was a school day in which our project was due (it is still not finished yet btw), I woke up at around 5 so I only had 2 hours of sleep then got ready for school, only for it to be suspended. I was happy that it got suspended but TELL ME WHY, THEY CAN'T FUCKING HELP ME IN THIS GODFORSAKEN PROJECT cause of "plans". THEY DIDN'T DO SHIT AND SOMEHOW WE'RE GONNA GET THE SAME FUCKING GRADE WHEN THEY DID LITTLE TO NO FUCKING WORK?! FUCK ALL OF YOU. YOU IGNORANT, SELFISH FUCKING IMBECILES. HAVE YOU ONCE THOUGHT ABOUT THE SITUATION THAT I AM IN?! RESTLESS, SLEEPLESS, AND STARVING???? OH HELL NO, FUCK YOU. WHAT'S WORSE IS THAT I HAVE PROBLEMS WITHIN OUR HOUSE AS WELL SO ALL OF MY PROBLEMS ARE JUST STACKING UP AND I'M GETTING SO OVER FUCKING WHELMED, I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO MANAGE MY EMOTIONS ANYMORE. I AM ON THE VERGE OF CRASHING THE FUCK OUT.