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Tip of the week: If you're a weird kid/loner. And you change for the better, no one will notice. I am the weird kid of the school. And I hate that. Though I never understood why they considered me... Weird. I'm kind. I try to be, at least. I help everyone out. Always there when they need a shoulder to cry on. Yet still, nobody likes me. I wouldn't even hurt a fly (but I would kill a mosquito. Those little shits are not an exception.) I try my best to never hurt people too. So why am I so hated? It's not even sad anymore. It's actually getting annoying now. I used to always blame myself (still do) but now I'm annoyed because what the fuck did I even do wrong? Why won't anyone tell me when I ask? So I changed. I made my scarf shorter. Wore clothes that aren't too tight, but still shows the fit of my body. Act loud. Annoying. Actually focus on my face. Wore makeup secretly in school. All just to fit in. Yet somehow, they hate me more. Apparently, when I do it, it's wrong. But when the popular kids do so... They're praised? What the fuck man. Perhaps it's pretty privilege... Or maybe no one even fucking cares. Whatever, fuck me.