Damn, like, I'm sorry bro

(05/02/26), my dad got mad cus of the mess I made in the living room area. I cleaned it up and later he was still mad. My mom told me to help him make the bed, and I accidentally bumped on things and it fell. I could tell my dad was fuming already so I cleaned it up immediately. H e was still mad even after making the bed. Then, he's just staring at nothing on the bed after telling me to wise up. Sure it's my fault but now I want to cry but I don't have a room to cry in. And later I would be sleeping next to him, I would probably be unable to sleep immediately. I guess I know where I got my anger issues from, his is still definitely worse though. I never told someone to kill themselves (reference to another event).