I still love her

Hello shaine, remember me? Ig not but know that i still love you, it's not just a crush anymore, as far as i know that crushes were just supposed to leave for a time. But why did i fell in love the moment i saw you outside your room? We met in g7 and that was my best time except when i made that crucial mistake that made us not talk for almost a year. I WAS SO DUMB, because of a little miswording i made my bff Marga hurt and i admit that I'm such a loser nd don't deserve you, you may appear in my dreams but i know that only in my dreams can i see you, caress you, hug you, but never in real life, i hope you are happy with andreve and Charles or your friends. I pray for your success in life and please know, that every time i see you, you always looks so beautiful that it hurts. Thank you and if you know at least contact me. for now i want to say, saraba(japan word)