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Idk where to start but I've been so frustrated these days. I am soon going to college, I've been thinking abt studying in advance to prepare myself in college. However, I can't find the right timing to study since I've been babysitting my niece from morning till evening. She has a nanny but the nanny can't be left alone since apparently she's scared. So I've been mostly doing the chores and babysitting at the same time. One time, I visited my lil brother who was admitted at the hospital so my older brother has to take over the babysitting. When my older sister came home, she paid my older brother for taking over for a day. I thought it was pretty unfair for me since she hasn't paid me for the whole 2 months that I've been babysitting my niece, but when my older brother got paid even though it was only for a day.