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I have a friend...and I have a crush on her and I don't really know how manifestation works, but I'd write letters I never send, have frequent thoughts about us being closer (more than friends) and just overall sending a "message" to the universe I guess... But I shouldn't really cus she dated my best friend....I really thought my chance was already gone when she dated my best friend, but nope cus she confessed to me...and I don't know what to do Side note: I already rejected her cus I can't hurt my best friend like that even if it hurts me too She's also my best friend and I'm scared that it'll change things between us