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I feel anxious about school. Something had happened to me in the past, and I'm afraid it will happen again. I can't fail. I haven't failed before, but getting a low grade would probably end me. I'm not the type to ask for help or to talk to anyone about myself. There were times that I accidentally blurt out things, which makes me feel anxious. Sometimes I feel like asking for attention. I wouldn't ask directly for help, but I would instead act sadder than I actually am. I can't really show emotions well, so I try to act like someone who deserves pity. I would eventually stop because it makes me feel very sh*tty. Thank you for reading this. 🫶