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Hey y'all I really need to vent. I'm going through some super bad burnout right now and on top of that I have a family member who is being put through the ringer. I really don't feel like I have anyone to talk to about this to because when I try to bring up something to my partner they just kind of talk at me or change the topic. I was sobbing thinking I might lose my loved one and all they did was tell me what they thought about the situation and didn't even let me talk once. I just wanted a hug and for someone to hear me out cuz I'm so tired of being there for all my friends/family and no one even really caring about how it's affecting me. Like yeah I get I'm not the only one who has or ever will struggle but I just miss feeling supported. I really feel like I messed up by getting mad and telling my partner off for trying to help, I was just fed up and feeling walked all over but now they're not even going to sleep in the same bed with me. I'm absolutely crushed by that because I still just need a hug or a cuddle so I'm not so scared and stressed.