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Lately I've been struggling more and more with what i would call body dysmorphia i don't want to self diagnose so I'll just say I'm being dramatic but i keep fluctuating in my weight and it's driving me insane i was 125lbs a couple months ago then about 2 months ago my weight started dropping dramatically within about 1 1/2 weeks i was 110lbs and now I'm 108lbs but i fluctuate to 111lbs and i feel like the more i lose the fatter i get and now i feel sick looking or thinking about food.. but then i feel hungry and i find something i can handle then i just eat and eat eat eat eat till my stomach hurts and i feel like I'm going to throw up i just i want to be pretty skinny and healthy everytime i put on clothes that hug me i feel like a pig trying to be a flamingo maybe my skin is pink but my shape and texture are completely wrong.. I've also felt extreme fatigue basically since 2026 started and I've felt lightheaded and dizzy and whenever i sit up in bed or even turn over or stand up my vision goes completely black and i stumble for a bit the longest was 30 seconds and I started crying. I'm scared and confused my parents keep saying it's just hormones but I'm 17 and i know when something is wrong with my body.