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SENSITIVE CONTENT! hi! I don't know who to talk to, actually—i never tell anyone about this! but i just feel so heavy and suffocated so i just had to do it. I'm currently not an adult, yet i am still addicted to p0rn and doing 'things' to myself alone. even though i don't remember well, i do have blurry memories of me watching p0rn as a little kid. since then i started doing weird things to myself. and well, it continues even till today. I'm not proud of this at all, i am fully ashamed and regretful. nobody knows about this. but i now ALWAYS have this urge to do those things to myself. and I can't stop it. I'm so disappointed of myself, and I'm scared. i always wanted to talk about this to someone, but i'm so f*cking disgusted and angered at myself. thank you to whoever read this vent.. 🤍 oh and I'm sorry if i didn't post this correctly, I'm new.. do tell me if there's something wrong