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I'm in my 20, studying degree and next year gonna be my last year of my studies. Deep down, I'm scared to get a job, get my salary, dealing with people idk who and much more. My mom keep asking about my intern, ik she worried about me. She afraid if I could possibly be like them (the youngsters in neighborhood) who study until degree and so on but working like meh with low ass salary possible. I keep telling them to not worry and I'm gonna do this on my on but actually I get overwhelmed on how will world treat me. World is getting rougher every day. I once wish to God that if He think I couldn't ready for adulting, just take my life. My anxiety getting worse, same goes to my health and study (it keeps dropping and I feel hopeless somehow). I'll try my best, wish me luck