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Just trying to exist

This literally only came up like an hour ago, so im still kinda shook by it. If my wording is weird just know my mind is in a messy space right now. I was on my mothers work laptop for reasons that I shouldn't have to explain, and at some point I opened up YouTube on it to just watch a video or two since I got bored of what I was doing. When I went to search something up, I noticed that in the previous searches thing, there was one that was straight up "detransition". I was too scared to click it and see if she watched anything that came up because that search would come back to the top of the recently searched thing and she would most likely notice that. Instead, I looked it up on my phone on my own account, and it was all videos of people sharing detransitioning stories and whatnot. She knows that I'm trans despite never officially coming out to her. She's seen me with trans accessories on, and she's hid some of my bracelets that just straight up had my preferred pronouns on them in her room. Clearly she's not supportive of me at all, and never EVER brings it up, but I think searching up detransitioning is a bit extreme. Her intentions on why she did are unclear. She may be just trying to educate herself on it for once, or she's trying to learn how to make me detransition. There's not much I can really do if she forces me to detransition since I still live with her unfortunately. The literal percentage of trans people who detransition is EXTREMELY low, and usually happens from lack of support, but i have enough of that thanks to my friends, online and irl. So if she tries anything, I don't really know what to do except for ignore it if I can, and I'm scared.
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