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Im in the 8th grade, I currently transferred out from a private school I stayed in for 6 years and was a friend of everyone. I now study at a small private school. I think I heard people talk about me because I spoke English (In my country, speaking English is immediately considered an autistic freak.) to my mother who helped me get there. Some even spoke up about why I still needed my mother to come to school. I've never felt so ashamed. My mother did everything she could to get me to an air-conditioned school because of my heat related condition. They said I was too old to be talking to my mother like an elementary student and too old for my mother to take me to school. I feel so embarrassed but I don't ever want to blame my mother. I don't know how to feel, but I'm certain about feeling lonely. I don't know if I explained this properly, I hope you can understand.