I'm Going To Fail

Please bare with me. This is my first time using this app and there are lot of options on how to post or say something here, like diary and story. I hate this curriculum so much. I'm going to fail badly. I'm not even exaggerating, I literally just want to give up. There's this group task I missed, that was the only one we have which means my grades depends on that. I was hoping to do it individually, but that felt rude. I had plead them to cooperate, no answer. Eventually, the one's willing to work just started ignoring me. I'm not the type to be overly focus on my grades, but I have never failed anything like that. I've always been a pretty good student. I don't skip classes. I don't look for fights. I ace most tests and quizzes. I help with group activities. I help others too. It feels unfair because none of that even matter. If I fail one subject, the rest don't matter. That's final. What I hate the most is that our leader for that group task will get additional points. Additional points for nothing. I don't typically judge others for their work, but it sure is unfair for them to get points when they literally left us mid air because they didn't want to take responsibility. I'm in the brink of wanting to off myself. I've lost all hope. I have no one to talk to, so I hope I will get the validation I needed here lol. This is pretty lengthy. Thank you for reading this and have a nice day.