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So, this is pathetic, but i'm the last months Ive stop talking to everyone, i try to get back and talk to people, but i can't, i don't go to school anymore, i don't use Twiter or Instagram to talk, i barely text people in Discord, and the people i text are just the same 3 persons...but even with that, i can spend like a week alone in my house with no one to talk with...and i just sit in my bed, thinking if i am the problem and people don't want to talk to me because if i stop texting them they will never talk to me again...i don't know...i just need someone to talk to, my depression is getting worse because i am alone with my thoughts and it's making me go crazy, i have no idea how to make new or real friends, i don't even need them irl, i prefer online friends because irl people scare me.