P2 of I don't like living with my aunt...

Like I was saying in the last post I'm starting to realize some of the things she says and does are neglect For example, she refuses to say thank you or sorry, I don't even remember the last time she told me "I love you." She expects me—after being severely traumatized watching my mother pass away when I was 13—to be able to show affection towards her after I was never shown affection by her or even my own mother. My mother loved me very much. I'm not saying that she didn't; she just didn't know how to show affection. She never hugged me or kissed me, maybe every once in a while, but not very much. Which unfortunately led to sayings like me being raised almost practically by somebody else that should not have been around me, which was the man who SA me until I was 13 years old But after we thought that court case, and we won that one, he went to jail for a little while. After my mom passed away, before I was being taken care of by my aunt. My dad got violently drunk after my mom passed away, and he tried to take care of me still, which didn't work out. He also tried to SA me after I tried telling an adult, they wouldn't believe me, which now I realize is not okay After a little while, they did, but regarding the pain that I felt, they just told me, "You're just trying to get out of it, so you don't have to be taken care of by anybody." That wasn't true. I was screaming and crying for help, and nobody heard me. One night, he cornered me in the kitchen and violently beat me. Even after that, I came crying to my aunt's house, but she still wouldn't believe me... I was a little girl. How could I possibly know any better? Why would they not believe me? It got so bad. I started hiding from my dad. I started staying him in my room and sleeping all day, so I didn't have to be around him. He would get very upset with me if I wouldn't let him touch my thighs, or other parts... There is more to this story. Let me know if you want to hear more!