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I don't know how I've been feeling lately. Just really drained, maybe? I think, my friends are starting to leave me as well. They're ignoring me most of the time even when I try and talk to them. I wanna talk to them about how I feel but I'm scared that they'll get annoyed and ignore me more. Plus, school just started again and it's already stressing me out so much. I'm trying my best so I have something to prove to my parents, to people. Cuz, even if they say that they don't need those certificates and just us learning is enough, I still think I need to get those certificates to make them prouder. I've never been great at anything, so I'm trying my best right now. Trying my best in everything. Trying my best to learn, trying my best to get my parents to be proud of me, trying my best to keep living for my loved ones. I really just hope that I can get through all of this. I appreciate you for reading all of this, you're amazing.