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Every time I tell people about things I'm dealing with it always gets ignored and Idk. Im a freshman now and I asked one of my friends to ditch some of his friends cuz they're lying about me and they've wrong me really bad and all he could've tell me is "in their eyes you've wronged them though" when they're calling me a liar for coming out about one of them threatening my pet cat. And idk I have an alt acc on tiktok where I vent about my eating issues and how I haven't been able to bring myself to eat more than one meal a day in a hot minute and just no one cares. I feel like maybe I might be a bad person but I kinda do want people to feel bad for me and maybe if I just suffer in silence and get skinny enough to be noticeably worrying , then ig maybe someone would care.