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I'm kind of upset right now because my boyfriend got mad at me because I am spending time with my friend from high school that I haven't seen in a while this weekend and he told me that why we can't hang out this weekend and I'm telling myself in my head that we just hung out 5 weekends in a row before and I just can't have any time for myself or my friends or family... And now a girl just text me screenshots of him telling her saying that I'm being judgmental and rude about this whole conversation and saying that I could have told him sooner (even though today is a Wednesday that I don't understand why he said that) but to be honest that just gave me a big giant ick and I am just going to stay quiet around him and not text him as much as I used to because of him controlling me like that and being so rude to me just now and now he is just texting me and saying that I shouldn't be telling him things last minute and stuff like that... He's taking all his anger and stuff on me that's what it feels like and like I said in my previous post I am scared what to say or do because of people I'm judging me or something and like I said in the top post from now that I'm afraid to make new friends because of him and also in the past I had a boyfriend that was just like this and I know I keep saying this and all my post but I don't know what to do anymore, I got rushed into a relationship for "losing me" and "loving me"... But I still love him and all but the things he's been doing to me and saying is really hurting me and giving me the biggest ick ever....