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Every once in awhile, I feel as if life can't move slower. Somedays, I think the opposite. But it's only when it's late, and I'm alone, that I have the time to take it in. How time has passed, how much more will. I know that I will continue to breathe in and out, just as the second before the current one. I can't do anything to turn back time, but I have no clue what is in the future. I feel ultimately stuck in a never-ending loop. Every day is the same. Every feeling my nerves get is the same. I never have new experiences, and I'm stuck waiting for a life that I'll never be content with. I want to enjoy my life. But how can I? Knowing who I am, who I have been, who I know, and who I've been around? My past will forever hold my captive. So I wish to move forward. But how can I move forward when I have nowhere to go? In conclusion, I am stuck in a time that keeps moving, and I can't do anything about it but move my feet, open my eyes, and breathe.