I'm so lonely, I give up.

I'm a male, 18yo, I've never dated, I've never even hugged a woman, I've put myself out there many times, but since I don't drink alcohol, or smoke, as there's a family history of addiction, I'm just looking for someone to laugh with until I get old, and somehow I'm the odd one, among those who look for quick flings and other demoralizing things, I'm the stranger. I will admit I'm not exactly a looker, which is fine, but not a single woman has ever looked my way, I have ASD and ADHD, which massively impacts my life, my communication with others, but I simply cannot find anyone, even while being on 5 different apps and swiping as much as I'm allowed to, I'm a lost cause, I can't find romance. I'm not worth it. I'm at my limit, I give up on finding someone.