Been down lately (more of a vent than a confession)

I found this app from an ad, I thought of trying this out. So, lately, I've been feeling kinda down? Idk, my parents put me in a boarding school so I don't meet them everyday since middle school. I used to miss them everyday back then. Now, I don't miss them much. They're good parents, i guess. Never treated me bad, never hurted me. But it just feels like they're not exactly present, y'know? They didn't really know me well, and I feel like I was raised with youtube. I got my personalities from my fav youtubers, started liking stuff that's on my recommended page, stuff like that. I don't want to seem ungrateful. I know there are people who had it worse than me. But lately I've been feeling really down, and I have nobody to talk about this to. I have so much more to talk about, but I don't think it'll fit here. I'm really looking forward for any friends on this platform. I really want to make online friends but I just don't know how or where to start.