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So I'm confused of my orientation whether I think of myself as a trans or just genderfluid. When I was like 12 or 13 I always liked reading male reader or y/n, I always prefered to get called as a boy or be a boy character in games or just reading reader center fics. Now I'm confused bc I haven't learned much on genderfluid and transmasc much but just the basics. But my desire to be a boy is not always everyday or something I would ever tell anyone I know, it's just there in private, I don't hate being a girl I don't mind it even, I sometimes be girly when I'm in school or going somewhere. So that's why I'm confused whether I'm genderfluid or transmasc, I prefer being called a boy in the internet like games, profiles, of, POV of the reader but at the same time when I'm outside with my friends I don't mind being a girl or think I like wanting to be a guy. Nvm I just read it again it looks like I'm scared to be a trans bc of judgement. I'm still confused tho, iddkdddkkkkkkkk