Life

Lately I've been struggling more and more with what i would call body dysmorphia i don't want to self diagnose so I'll just say I'm being dramatic but i keep fluctuating in my weight and it's…

You notice someone’s handwriting, or that they handled something well, or that you liked their jacket, and then you don’t say it — because it’s small, or it’d be odd. Say it. It’s twelve words and…

I don't understand why things haven't gotten better. People always say that like it's absolutely garunteed but it's really not. People like that are fucking stupid. I've waited and waited and held…

I wish I could tell certain people to fuck off. I like to imagine I could, but every time I'm actually in the right situation, I don't have the guts.

Im stressed for when school starts, I want to give up and just stay in bed and never leave my house again. I have so much pressure to be the best in school and everything I do and I don't think I…

oh my gosh, I can't believe that im going into high school, I'm literally so fucking excited!!! EEHEHEHEHEHRH I hope I won't get bullied because I AM alternative and I like blingy shit 💔💔💔 But…

I've been trying to get a job off and on for the last couple months and it's kinda been fruitless. At least it feels that way, landed a couple interviews but I can never seem to land a job offer.…

I can spend a whole evening reading about how to do something and end the night knowing more and having done less than when I started. Research feels like progress because it has the same shape as…

I've never had true friends, those people I can't even call friends since they would always talk about me make me feel embarrassed. Thats when I become a loner and started hating people. So I wohld…

No matter how much I want to speak a connect with people, sometimes Ill just be there existing in a corner just watching everyone have fun. I always wonder why I can't be as free as they can be.…

I just want to see if anybody can relate. Tw: hypersexuality When I was about 7 years old my brother started to show me fetish content/pornography (vote, inflation) and it changed a big part of my…

So for a few years now Ive been having a hard time calling people my -friends- just my irl classmates/people i hang around at school Seriously, everytime im telling a story about my classmates, I…

Okay so basically im a sophomore in highschool and me and this guy met last year during my freshman year. He is a senior now and we just started texting one day and lowk flirting. I put on my…

Bubu has officially moved on 🥹 I hope he treats her like a princess, forever rooting for them

I just want to feel loved,my ex boyfriend doesnt even care about me,he doesn't even care if i die,i bever felt loved,i just want to be loved,no one even cares about me,i just want to be loved is…

I really just want to jot this down for my next therapy session but im very welcome to others opinions. I'm quite upset right now mainly because of my mother. I live with both my mother and…

A few day ago when I had a depressive episode.

THE RIPPLES THE RIPLLES HOLY SHITT im so glad i chose to go today. went on a run with friends. may or may not be doxxing myself but it's fine haha dear reader, remember you deserve to be loved just…

So theres this guy that i met at the fair.. i thought he was really funny and he asked for my number. He was really really sweet and he says all the right things. But i dont really know if im…

Not a stranger, but a friend did this when we first met. I remember I told my group of friends that I passed my math exam and was so happy. Math was never my best subject so it was a HUGE…

I feel down, and whenever i do, my heart Somehow always drift and linked that problem with loneliness, of how I wish there's someone there to reassure me like how "you" used to reassure me.. there's…

I don't know why I still love him, even after all the hurt and damage he's caused me, idk why. Im so confused. All my friends say I should stop liking him but it's so hard some days. Today is one of…

Borad and idk what else

(Context: TC stands for 'Treatment center' The abuse occured when I was 16) Things staff at TC told me messes with me so much. I feel insecure every day over things I can't control. I question what…

Everytime I think or do something, I realize im doing that thing then in my head im like "wait do i actually like doing this or am i faking it" Then im lost in my own head for a good 5 minutes till…

I know this girl. We are amazing friends, but I text her every day, is this a red flag? Should I leave her alone for a few days?

Not sure if this is a guilty pleasure. I have to take frequent small breaks throughout the day to do something that helps me not think. Otherwise my brain becomes backed up like a bad traffic jam, I…

People hate me bc I'm 26 and I look like im 16, I don't hate what I look like but a bunch of people in my life in the past treated me like garbage because of that. My personality back then was…

Thoughts of me being gone just cant escape my head man, I mean im sure everybodt has those thoughts from time to time And I mean gone as in everyone just forgets I exist or maybe I just never exist…

Has there ever been a time that you reflect back onto what has happened to you in the past five years? As the famous question goes, "where do you see yourself in the next five years." For me, I…

I always ignore the advice to go to sleep early i am a night owl unfortunately

i had a dream one night where it starts with a news broadcast format and it's abt a guy with a huge firearm shooting up passing cars right by a mall. and then there was a retro videogame where…

Yk when you get to the point of thinking too much then when you try to execute it (like typing it out or saying it aloud) it makes you tired so nothing comes out Also I dont believe in like magic or…

Um so I don't know how to say this but I'm scared. Scared of so many things but I wanted to ask for a boys number but I only see him on Thursdays and I have no clue how to ask so I was hoping…

I hate school I hate school I hate school I hate school I hate school I hate school I hate school I hate school Bro the thought of just putting in effort to move my body to get ready for school just…

This isn't a "it's all over" kind of post, not exactly. My life has been incredibly stagnant for years now, especially after the death of my father. Things were already that way before he died, but…

A few days ago, my aunt found a pretty butterfly in the pool. It was drowning, and she saved it just in time and called me over. It was a California sister butterfly, very pretty. I decided to name…

Any long distance relationship with a time difference will always leave someone alone every night. It's hard feeling being so lonely when you're with someone else.

After I graduated high school I've noticed that I don't feel close with anyone anymore and it Really sucks my mom passed a few months ago so I lost a huge chunk of my life I've never had many…

ok this might not make a lot of sense idk but I have a hard time opening up to people and caring about others even my closest friends. like whenever a friend leaves me or stops talking to me even if…

Bro I almost forgot the password to my account gulp, remembered last second. Anywho. I know people are real but eveeytime im just on an app anywhere like this, or tiktok im like wondering if im even…

Why is it nice sitting next to this lake as my shiny psyduck play in water as I enjoy my hot coffee and the cool air

I was on the road heading home, traffic was pretty decent, I'd say it was really light all things considered. (Mormons on Sunday, apparently.) There were these two sports cars; I can't really tell…

I'm not ashamed of it. At least not as ashamed of it as I used to be. I'm sure anyone would agree bpd is a bitch, and gods is ptsd a plague. Constantly feeling the ups and downs of whether someone…

I kinda doubt there are any shifter on here but whatever... Something I don't see in the shifting community is how ai addiction effects you and your shifting journey. Obviously over seen only a…

So, as I've mentioned before, I'm a security guard. Obligatory fnaf jumpscare place here* but unironically I'm so lucky??? My general manager, my admin, and even some of my coworkers that I only see…

Well I've been thinking about i want kids my auntie asked me i said I don't know although I probably do but then I think about the pregnancy scene on Twilight and i know if a fetus gave me that much…

Sometime around 3 or 4am here, I find all social contact stops during these long weekends I work graves. To be fair, I'm not expecting anyone to stay up with me, and I'm glad people are sleeping,…

I want to keep writing down my tasks every week. I know it seems simple, but it genuinely helps me get things done. The list helped me clean my room and do my laundry. It makes me look forward to…

School starts Monday and i am TERRIFIED. I'm hoping that i don't get any classes with my ex and i hope that i get classes with people I actually like. People at this school HATE me.